Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Day 244: I Don't Understand

So have you ever had those days where you just don't understand why stuff is happening.....welcome to my day. It has super sucked. It started out good. Science and institute were good and then Lauren and I walked around the quad for Day on the Quad. It is just a day where just about every club and a ton of business put out booths so you can join them and stuff. The two that interested me where the recycle and redesign fashion show thing and this college for cancer club. They were both really cool and plus we got a ton of free food haha.

The funnies part of today though was when Lauren was putting on chap stick....at least what we thought was chap stick. She opened it up and it was black but we all thought maybe it would still go on clear......yeah it didn't! She had this black lip....come to find out it was eye blackener...ya know, the stuff you put under your eyes for football games. Who would have thought that reading the container my come in handy....Funniest moment ever.

Well everything was going good and then lessons or find them and figure it out was just awful. I just don't understand what is going on. If I love to do something and the Lord has blessed me with the talents, why is it not working out so that it can be possible to use them. I am not one to doubt the Lord, but sometimes it is really hard to see where he is going with his ways and I just don't understand and it is frustrating and stressful and heartbreaking. I know I need to have the faith that it will work out in the end and there is a reason that this is all happening, but sometimes it is just really hard to do that and keep a smile on.

Well I am going to go to bed and hope that tomorrow is a much better day then the last two days have been...........TOOTLES!

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